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It had been 1 month, 6 hours, 27 minutes and 6 seconds since they broke up.
It felt surreal when everything ended. It still did. Bai Yu had felt as if Zhu Yilong would come into their shared flat any second, smiling and chuckling, talking about how it was all a joke.. That he truly hadn't planned on leaving him, hadn’t even thought of leaving the flat for real. But he didn’t, and so many days passed, and soon a month came.

There's more than one way to hold someone.

Others tell Zhu Yilong that he is pretty, handsome, gorgeous, dashing. But have they seen Bai Yu?

Zhu Yilong sometimes can't help but relate to Shen Wei's worries.

(Originally written for zhubaiweek event on Twitter.)

Disclaimer: I participate in fandoms a lot, but for this, I looked at no fic or discussions (even though I may exist in guardian discord servers) and came up with this silly idea by myself, likely laying in bed at night and just picturing scenes in my head.

Zhu Yilong and Bai Yu reunite on the set of 1921.

Zhu Yilong thinks the guy cleaning his office window is cute, unfortunately he disappeared like a ghost. Years later he finds himself thinking about the same man, a part of him wishing to see him again. But what if he's already there?

"Where's your hand," Bai Yu asks, but it sounds like he already knows the answer, like he could tell exactly from the silence, from Zhu Yilong's breath. Like he just wants him to say the words.

Zhu Yilong swallows. "Where you wanted it," he says, and he can hear Bai Yu's smile in response.

Or: Bai Yu and Long-ge find that they can definitely do this over the phone.

It's been years since the tv series was shot and aired, and everyone seemed to have moved on. Until Zhu Yilong was presented a way back.

「居老师家大白白 」

Inspired by 23/4 TF event, presented in text message style.

Besides some pretty boring stuff - Bai Yu was here to learn some new and interesting stuff, not the mediocre ones - the post had some kinky and interesting ideas as well. But one particular bullet point caught Bai Yu’s attention.
“Instead of sending pictures, call them. Let them know what exactly they are missing.”, Bai Yu mumbled, his eyes already glued closely to the screen. This article seemed promising after all.

Zhu Yilong wakes up in a universe where they’re filming Guardian following the novel.

When he finally unlocks their apartment door and steps in with a quiet murmur of “I’m home”, what greets him is the sight of Bai Yu sprawled on the sofa in the middle of their living room, diligently scrolling on his phone.

There are several lists inside Bai Yu's head, just for this weekend. A few items from the Yes column, a Maybe or two. The rules they've agreed to (no talking about work, no calls, absolutely no mention of monkeys, I mean it); the rules he's carefully keeping track of in general. Some things they wanted to do besides-- well, everything from the first list.

Or: After months of phone calls, texts, and brief get-togethers, Bai Yu and Long-ge manage to carve out a little vacation for themselves. Long-ge doesn't get much of a chance to read his book.

"So we would like to know what do you think of love. How would you define the feeling of it?”, the female interviewer asked with a handsome and reassuring smile.
“Hm, love? That’s a hard question. Well... I would need some time to think about it if that’s okay?”, Zhu Yilong asked with his typical doe-eyes.

Zhu Yilong tries to find a replacement for Bai Yu.

Written for Day 4 of Zhubai Week 2021.

Zhu Yilong is no longer young, he has donned many characters before, and of course some of these have given him insight into what it is that he feels for his former co-star, Bai Yu. However, Bai Yu doesn't seem to feel the same way, apparently satisfied with their amicable relationship since their first meeting. So Zhu Yilong has convinced himself that this is enough, and that he shouldn’t be greedy.

But when Bai Yu surprises Zhu Yilong with the news that he has a girlfriend, things begin to change.

How much really is enough, how long can Zhu Yilong distract himself from the truth, and will Bai Yu realize that Zhu Yilong cares more than he lets on?

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