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Zhao Yunlan's meaning of home and Shen Wei's yearning of it aka Shen Wei can never stay mad at Zhao Yunlan.

Zhao Yunlan does go slow, slower than he’d typically take these streets in the middle of the night. He wants to give Shen Wei a chance to get used to this: the rumble of the bike engine, the rough snap of the wind, the almost-liquid blur of streetlamps as they shoot past.

The worlds of Haixing and Dixing will merge or be lost, and Zhao Yunlan’s family is no different. Ye Zun is the axis on which it turns. Shen Wei loves them both, but the instinct to separate them is strong and his fear of losing Zhao Yunlan is relentless.

podfic of naye's story

It isn't even a choice. It is simply the right thing to do. Shen Wei has let himself fall away from Zhao Yunlan once before, from a rooftop in Dragon City. He can do it again here.

Shen Wei has been nice enough to take Yunlan out to dinner after he's been swamped with a case. It's nice, until Yunlan runs into an old friend.

Zhao Yunlan falls. He doesn't die.

Five things Zhao Yunlan shouldn't know about Shen Wei.

“黑夜下／坦蕩蕩／做個純真的敗類啊”
In the dark night, [let's be] honest; [let's be] the innocent [yet the] most worthless degenerates of society.
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“只能／牽著妳的手／含著妳的口／偷情的人找不到做愛的地方“
[I] can only hold your hand, [I can only] suck your mouth. Those who have secret love affairs have nowhere to make love.
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What does it mean to sin? What does it mean to love? What does it mean to be together? These are the questions that heavily revolve around the juncture where both Zhao Yunlan's and Shen Wei's lives entangle. Whether they desire to know or to find out the answers to those questions through their fated meeting- that is completely up to them.

Or in which Zhao Yunlan is forced to revisit his questions and feelings on love and devotion in the face of being cheated on and in the process of doing so, meets Shen Wei.

imagine you are at war.

Even Shen Wei’s self-control has its limits.

Podfic of Yantantether's two Waiting for the sun stories.

Reformation (moral) involves workouts with a reformer (piece of pilates equipment). Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan bring Ye Zun to his appointment.

It barely deserved being called a cave.

A day in which the little Ghost King asks Kunlun Jun about the world.

The first time Zhao Yunlan and Shen Wei met was while they were both petting Da Qing, so it was only reasonable that Da Qing got invested into their relationship right from the start. Also, Shen Wei’s first words to Zhao Yunlan were “This is a very intelligent cat,” which was the best and most appropriate come-hither line anyone ever used on anyone about anything, end of discussion. Da Qing just prayed that Zhao Yunlan wouldn’t fuck this up.

Zhao Yunlan clears his throat. Leans towards the stranger, makes an effort to mix earnestness with his best blithe voice, hopefully projecting a self-assurance he's not feeling. "Sorry, but who are you?"

Instead of losing his sight, Zhao Yunlan loses his memory.